Like today... from PCKD... to chronic constipation... to the pre-op for my post-menopausal bleeding patient. Oh! And a bit of CIN 1 follow-up, plus an overweight female who may have PCO and diabetes thrown in.
I love the variety. I adore the variety. But at this point, it's that very variety that scares the crap out of me. When will I feel comfortable with this stuff? There is just, well, so much "stuff!" Perhaps it's that perfectionistic trait - I don't want to feel sorta comfortable. I want to know it. Do it. Prescribe it. Diagnose it. BAM!
That fear of the unknown will always be there. Good? Bad? Who knows. I hope at the very least that this will be a good doctor push. That's my attempt at a positive spin on it.
A good doctor. It's what I hope to be, and strive to be. So why don't I have that disgusting over-confidence that most of the med students or residents run around with??
Bleck.
Onward.
A good doctor. It's what I hope to be, and strive to be. So why don't I have that disgusting over-confidence that most of the med students or residents run around with??
Bleck.
Onward.
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