But what I don't like is that ever-pervasive feeling of wanting/needing to be the Perfect Doctor.
How can one even comprehend this? Is it rationalizing feelings of always wanting to do better, always wanting to learn - or am I just too insecure to be in this field? I nit-pick, I overanalyze. I wake up early in the morning with these thoughts in my head... I dream about it.
Am I just trying to better myself, or do I just not believe in myself? And if the latter is the case - is it really me or is it just my thoughts?
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